My prayers slice through the humidity Disguised as a breeze, god why is they killin me?
I do what I can, they make me feel like I'm crazy
I look em in the eyes and say, 'I didn't make me'
I'm damaged and confused, that's my caveat emptor
The big earners don't ever get along with the spenders
We learned a bunch of rules, I'm the only one followin
And i don't understand this new language they hollering
But let me explain
I'm takin these chances out here hustlin
They think it's a game
I thought it was cool, it musta been nothin
They treat me the same
We was a team I claimed my spot
And was playin my role
But they didn't care if I'm happy or not, they just wanted control
It's hard adjusting to the way people perceive you
They plan your life to fit wit they procedures
It's crazy when it's nothin that you won't do
I did it all right and guess what I came home to?
Everybody mad at me (x3)
Don't matter if I'm happy, as soon as something happen
Everybody mad at me (x3)
No matter what I do
Now I'm chillin in my hole bumping backwards rock and roll
Playing keys in my Tron Supras
I can't control how they treat me
When I'm alone, it all makes sense
Today's a new version of how it's always been
Am I overreacting? Maybe it's nothin major
My grandma even told me God is hardest on his favorites
My ego at the door, every ounce of pride I swallowed it
I spoke to you politely, why you hollerin?
Let me explain
I'm takin these chances out here hustlin
They think it's a game
I thought it was cool, it musta been nothin
They treat me the same
We was a team I claimed my spot
And was playin my role
But they didn't care if I'm happy or not, they just wanted control
It's hard adjusting to the way people perceive you
They plan your life to fit wit they procedures
It's crazy when it's nothin that you won't do
I did it all right and guess what I came home to?
Everybody mad at me (x3)
Don't matter if I'm happy, as soon as something happen
Everybody mad at me (x3)
No matter what I do